IS ball tonight..

I've noticed a couple of things since I woke up today.

Firstly, this blogs make my life seem so much more interesting than I used to think it was. It seems like I'm actually doing something everyday. I feel better about myself now.

Secondly, on an almost totally unrelated topic, its a lot harder to choose your friends when you get older. I rekon it sucks. If you're good friends with someone, and they're good friends with someone that you don't really get along with, you almost have to be their friend as well. Perhaps its just me. I don't really like to talk to people I don't like. The superficial friendship just doesn't work for me. I think I'm openly cold towards them, which is a lot worse than just ignoring them as you would if you didn't have to be friends with them. To me, its also annoying that I have to talk to them, and even more annoying when they try to talk to me all the time, especially when I feel I'm being used.

But I suppose it makes sense. Once you've made your friends earlier in life, you tend to keep them. If you meet other friends later, then they also have their friends from earlier. So to become friends with someone who hangs around their 'earlier' bunch more, you also have to become friends with them as well. Theres nothing we can do about it, or I should say, nothing that we should do about it. Of course I'm not suggesting anything evil there >:)

The IS ball is on tonight, and I'm going. Finally managed to get a ride yesterday from my auntie. Its been worrying me about how I was supposed to get there. I was meant to ask Hooi, but Joce didn't reply with his number. Hmmmmm. Anyway, the plan is to get smashed, but not so smashed to get kicked out of the place. I'm not going to the afterparty. Clubbing isn't really my thing. I can't dance, and have no rythmn whatsoever. I don't know what I'm good at... maybe keeping this blog updated is all.