Change

Its a strange feeling when you know everything that you have for now won't be the same in a few months. "The only constant is change" so they say. Drastic change is usually a daunting prospect, even if it is initiated at one's own behest.

I don't think I'm that naive to think that changes that I ask for will always end up for the better. Either that is just the way things are or I'm just really bad at making decisions. It will probably be a while and a few experiences later that I will actually figure which of the two it is. I guess this time is a combination of "It can't possibly get any worse" and "I've got nothing to lose".

Now I'm just making myself depressed, so I'm just going to stop here.